Music that:
*Reminds you of an ex: Lots, so in other words too many to name. But I will name a couple. #1 Crush by Garbage, Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge, almost anything by Tool or APC (and all about the same ex).
*Reminds you of an ex friend: There's quite alot because that ex I was refering to is also an ex friend. But not really sure at this point maybe Parabola by Tool. Different ex-friend.
*Makes you cry: Let's not go there, really.
*Makes you laugh: That stupid song Hey there, Deliah - don't know who it's by though.
*You never want to hear again: Oh there's a few...don't know any names off the top of my head.
*You want to get married to: I am sure there's a couple.
*You like to wake up to: anything APC, Tool, or Manson.
*You like out of your parents collection: Wow...hmmm...maybe Elvis Presley. lol
*Wouldn’t know about if it weren’t for a friend: Most of it, probably.
*You want at your funeral: I honestly don't know. Probably some APC, Tool, Manson and I'll let my closest friends who really know me pick out the rest. (BTW, if you comment this...feel free to pick a song)

Last person who…
*Slept in your bed besides you? : Richard. He is also the last person I slept in a bed with. He's my roomie and my ex and were friends so we cuddle sometimes.
*Saw you cry?: Richard
*You talked on the phone?: My Godmother...don't ask...lol.
*Said I love you to and really meant it?: Donavan, my son. I do love him despite the fact that he's a brat. lol
*Broke your heart?: Vince
*Made you laugh?: Well since I got this from Manzin's journal here on dA...I would have to say him.

Would you rather?...
*Pierce your nose or tongue?: Probably neither. I once thought about getting my tongue pierced but realised that would be a horribly bad idea. Now getting my lip pierced sounds like fun.
*Be serious or be funny?: There's a highly variable time and place for everything.
*Drink whole or skim milk?: Whole. Skim tastes like pastey water. Gross.
*Die in a fire or drown?: Neither. I want something peaceful, like going in my sleep or really fun, like during sex.
*Spend time with your parents or enemies?: Neither really. My haters are the worst. My "so-called" dad is just as bad. I would rather spend it with strangers.

Are you…
*Simple or complicated?: Complicated. I wish I was simple.
*Hardcore?: Who knows? Maybe...lol.

Do you prefer….
*Flowers or candy?: Depends on what kinds of flowers/candy we're talking about. And whose giving them to me.
*Gray or black?: Black.
*Lust or love?: I am gonna say love. But at this point I'd take lust (preferably someone I was comfortable with or trusted.)
*Sunrise or sunset?: I like both equally I think.
*M&Ms or Skittles?: I like them both equally.
*Staying up late or waking up early?: Waking up early fucking sucks. I prefer sleeping late and staying up late.

Answer truthfully!
*Do you like anyone?: Yes.
*Do they know it?: I think so.

Do you prefer…
*Sun or moon?: Moon.
*Winter or fall?: I like fall as a season better than winter but I also like spring a lot too.
*Sun or rain?: Sun, but I don't like to be in it. I just like to see it outside, not touching me. Rain is fine to listen to but I hate being in it, maybe not so much as the sun but yeah. And after 2 or 3 days of it, it gets annoying and then depressing. And I have enough of that.
*Vanilla or chocolate ice cream?: A mixture.
*Vodka or Jack?: Not a fan of either. Cherry Vodka if I had to pick though.

About you….
*What time is it?: 12:47am
*Name?: Shauna aka Miss Manson Chic
*Nicknames?: I have several. My close friends as of late call me angel. I like that.
*Where were you born?: Texas
*What is your birthdate?: August 9
*What do you want?: Peace, love and to move the hell out of the middle of nowhere.
*Where do you want to live?: NOLA but I will settle for Garland, Tx.
*How many kids do you want?: I really prefered to adopt when I did have kids if I ever had kids. I always wanted a daughter if I did. I have a son, his name is Donavan and he is my flesh&blood. And I love him regardless.
*What would you want to name a girl?: Too many to list.
*What would you want to name a boy?: I have a son named Donavan Dean so that is all.
*You want to get married?: Yes, not for anyone's sake but my own. Do I want it on paper? Yes, for my reasons not the governments. I would settle for a dark private/semi-private ceremony with a ring and no it don't have to be diamond. I would actually prefer if it wasn't.

Unique…
*Nervous habits?: Lots. Not going there...seriously.
*Are you double jointed?: Maybe or maybe I am just flexible at certain times.
*Can you roll your tongue?: Idk. I can roll my R's.
*Can you raise one eyebrow?: I don't have any eyebrows. But when I did, I could.
*Can you cross your eyes?: Can anyone not?
*Do you make your bed daily?: Sometimes but only pulling the sheet up and then the comforter. Nothing major. lol
*Which shoe goes on first?: Depends
*Ever thrown one at someone?: Yep. I throw a lot of things though.
*About how much money do you carry with you?: Change usually, maybe a few dollars.
*What jewelry do you wear?: Necklaces usually. And earrings. And rings only when I get the urge. I don't have a need for jewelry like I used to. Yet I still buy it.

Other…
*Ever eaten spam?: Yeah
*Fave ice cream?: Currently...cookies and cream. Or buttered pecan.
*How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: Two: Honey nut cheerios and Cinnamon Toast Crunch
*Whats your favorite beverage?: Currently...Strawberry Crush. Or Raspberry Iced Tea.
*Do you cook?: I can certain things. But I am usually to lazy and either go out to eat or just throw a tv dinner in the microwave.

In the last month, have you…
*Had a b/f or g/f?: No.
*Bought something you didn’t need?: Yeah.
*Sang in front of people?: Not seriously. Just for fun.
*Been kissed?: Yes.
*Been hugged?: Yes.
*Felt stupid?: Yes.
*Missed someone?: All the time.
*Got drunk?: Once. And then twiced I got a bit of a buzz.
*Got high?: No. I want to though.
*Danced crazy?: ahaaha, yes. lol
*Gotten a hair cut?: Last hair cut was back in November 2008, I believe.
*Cried?: Yes
*Lied?: Yes. Only to cover a friend's ass though.

*What is your best friends name?: I have two that are completely loyal: Richard and Sophia. Although she is moving to California in a week.
*What are you listening to right now?: the tv. Earlier I was listening to Puscifer on my mp3 player.
*Whats your favorite number? Different ones for different reasons. 3, 7, 13, 21, 23
*What was the last thing you ate?: Beef tips with brown gravy and mashed potatoes with lots of butter.
*If you were a crayon what color would you be?: Midnight/Jet Black
*How is the weather right now?: Somewhere in the 30s. Cold. Dark. Kinda stormy.
*Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Probably the face specifically eyes and lips.
*Do you have a significant other?: NOPE
*Favorite TV show?: I like lots, don't have a fav.
*Siblings?: N/A
*Height?: 5'6
*Hair color?: Black, sort of, some of my red is showing thru at the roots. Otherwise midnight black.
*Eye color?: Dark dark brown
*Do you wear contacts?: No, glasses.
*Favorite holiday?: Halloween
*Month?: Don't really have a fav. anymore. Maybe August, my birthday is in that month or October cause of Halloween and it is the month with just a perfect chill in the air.
*Ever cried for no reason?: Ummm. Yeah.
*What was the last movie you watched?: The Pathfinder
*Favorite day of the year?: Don't have one...yet.
*Are you too shy to ask someone out?: Yeah a bit.
*Hugs or kisses?: Depends on who it is.
*What books are you reading?: Nothing right now, I just finished Twilight for the 5th time.
*Favorite movies?: The Crow, Interview w/ a Vampire, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Nightmare Before Christmas, Underworld 1 & 2, and a few others.
*What were you doing before this?: Checking myspace and still am.
*Dogs or cats?: Cats. But I have nothing against dogs. I always wanted a boston terrier.
*Fave flower?: Hyacinths and Lilacs smell wonderful. A Rose is beautiful but I am allergic. And I like Carnations pretty well too.
*Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?: Sure.
*Ever loved someone?: Yeah. A few.
*Who would you like to see right now?: Let's not go there.
*Are you still friends from people in kindergarten?: I can name a few but I prefer to stay away from most of them. And then there is Sarah who was my best friend of 23 years, she ended that over my feelings toward a guy. Stupid.
*Have you ever fired a gun?: Yes.
*Do you like to travel by plane?: Not really.
*Right handed or left handed?: Right.
*How many pillows do you sleep with?: 4 usually, sometimes 5.
*Are you missing someone?: Constantly. Didn't I just answer this? lol
*Do you have a tattoo?: Not yet. Waiting til June.
*Anybody on myspace that you’d date?: Everyone I'd date is on MySpace...I think.

4 years ago…
*How old were you?: 24
*What grade were you in?: ahaha none
*Where did you work?: I wasn't. I was doing the whole stay-at-home mom thing.
*Where did you live?: Scurry
*Where did you hang out?: Mostly home. Or at friends.
*How was your hair style?: Cascading brownish-red hair to my waist.
*Did you wear braces?: No.
*Did you wear glasses?: Yes.
*Who was your best friend?: Sarah.
*Who was your bf/gf?: Richard for 5 1/2 months of that year. The other 6 months was Michael.
*Who was your celebrity crush?: Marilyn Manson and Twiggy Ramirez
*Who was your regular person crush?: Corey. And of course Michael before we went out (again) and regular is not something to describe him.
*How many piercings did you have?: My ears
*How many tattoos did you have?: None.
*What was your favorite band?: Marilyn Manson and Nine Inch Nails
*What was your worst fear?: I had lots, don't remember them all.
*Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Yeah. I had quit because of my son.
*Gotten drunk or high yet?: Yeah. But the only drugs I was doing then was Vicoden. And drinking beer, wine, and mixed drinks...only when I was going out, which wasn't often.
*Driven?: I had but no license.

… and now..
*How old are you?: 28 going on 29
*What grade are you in?: Funny. None.
*Where do you go to school?: I went to school in Kemp. I graduated in 1998
*Where do you work?: I am still trying to get my interior decorating license. I work at home on a fansite for the club.
*Where do you live?: Currently am still in Scurry. Plan on being in Garland by June.
*Where do you hang out?: Mostly at home or at the club (Panoptikon/eXcuses Cafe)
*How is your hair style?: Around shoulder length. And almost totally black.
*Do you wear glasses?: Yep.
*Who is your best friend?: Richard
*Who is your bf/gf?: No one yet. Who wants to volunteer? lol
*Who is your celebrity crush?: Marilyn Manson
*Who is your regular person crush?: None of my friends are regular, they are all out there. I guess I would say Tyler from the club.
*Who is your internet celebrity crush?: Yeah I added this...because of Manzin. That's right...you all heard me.
*How many tattoos do you have?: Waiting til June, ask me then.
*What is your favorite band(s)?: Marilyn Manson, Tool, and A Perfect Circle.
*What is your biggest fear?: Being alone.
*Have you driven yet?: Uh. Still no driver's license. And no I don't ever plan on getting them either.
*Smoked?: Er. Cloves as of late and only at the club or when I am completely stressed out.
*Gotten drunk or high yet?: Oh yeah! I think I drink a lot more than I did 4 years ago. And I smoke weed - now and then.

*Is there anyone you just wish would fall off the planet?: Yeah. Definitely.
*How do you flush the toilet in public?: With my boots on. lol
*Do you wear your seatbelt?: Yeah. For safety reasons. Too many accidents in my lifetime not too.
*Name one thing you’re worried about running out of: Friends, liquor and time.
*What famous person do you resemble?: You know I don't really know.
*What is your favorite pizza topping?: Pepperoni and extra cheese.
*Do you crack your knuckles?: Sometimes. Mostly all my joints crack on their on.
*What song do you hate the most?: I can't think of any right now but I know there are several.
*Did just mentioning that song get it stuck in your head?: Nope
*What are your super powers?: I have one? lol
*Peppermint or spearmint? Peppermint.
*Where are your keys?: In my purse
*What is your most annoying habit?: I have a few.
*Where did you last go on vacation?: I haven't ever been on vacation. Not since graduating high-school.
*What is your best physical feature?: I guess my lips. I like them.
*What CD is closest to you right now?: 10,000 days - Tool and The 13th Step - APC
*What are 3 things that can be found in your refrigetator?: cheese, pickles, and microwave pizzas.
*What superstition do you believe/practice?: Witchcraft, I guess.
*What color are your bed sheets? : Black with red. And I am stripping the bed Wednesday and putting one Blue Tiger striped ones.
*Would you rather be a fish or a bird?: Bird.
*What songs do you sing most in the shower?: I think I have stopped now.
*What do you do when no one is watching?: Who knows? I am sure there are one or two things...idk.
*If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be you?: No idea, maybe they haven't been discovered yet or don't exist.
*Do you talk to yourself?: All the time.
*Could you live without music?: FUCK NO!

-Song lyrics-
(These are all current as in "applicable for the moment", always changing things that they are)
*Favorite? : "But I threw you the obvious Just to see if ther's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. Here I am expecting just a little too much from thy wounded. But I see, see through it all, see through to see you." (APC - 3 Libras)
*Most meaningful? "Change is coming. Now is my time." (Tool - Forty-six & 2)
*Happiest?: happy and sad combine for me so let's just go with the same as my favorite.
*Depressing? "You say it's not a problem. You say it's meant to be but love is not an option, our love is never free. And things are not so easy, so cold and we've been burned I know that I'll have regrets but that's the price of one more lesson learned. Right face, wrong time She's sweet (but I don't want to fall in love) too late, so deep, better run cause (I don't want to fall in love) can't sleep, can't eat, can't think straight (She Wants Revenge - I don't wanna fall in love)
*Funniest?: "Now when you pissed all over my black kettle You must have been high, high You must have been high, high" (Tool - The Pot)

*Metal or Country?: Metal, but not alot anymore. And extremely small doses of 80's country.
*Rock or Classic Rock?: Classic...The Doors, The Eagles, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin...you understand.
*Favorite genre?: Mood varies widely. Mostly dark stuff. Goth/Industrial/Ambient the like.
*How many cd's do you own?: No idea.
*Do you download music or buy it?: I buy Manson, Tool, APC. Goth compliations. Most everything else gets downloaded lately.
*Saliva or Damageplan? : Both in small doses. Pantera rocked though.
*Ever heard of Finntroll?: Heard about. Nothing by them though.
*Do you like Hendrix?: Somewhat.
*Most Hated Band?: Not entirely sure.
*Most Hated genre?: Rap esp. gangsta rap.
*Do you listen to a variety of music?: Yes.
*Ever heard of Manowar?: Yes.
*If so do you like them?: Tolerable.
*Techno or Death Metal?: Both in small doses.
*Ac/Dc or Iron Maiden?: Both. Iron Maiden is better. But I have a fondness for certain AC/DC songs.
*Ever heard of Thornley?: No.
*A7X stands for what band?: Avenged Sevenfold.
*Three Days Grace or Senses Fail?: Three Days Grace, I guess.
*30 Seconds to Mars or Fall out boy?: 30 Seconds to Mars, but only because of a few songs.
*Do you like Ozzy?: Sometimes.
*If so whats your fav. song by him?: No More Tears is one.
*Ever heard of Rammstein?: Yes
*In Flames or As I Lay Dying?: In Flames, maybe...they are tolerable.
*Best Decade of music?: I can't pick just one.
*Is Children of Bodom a good band?: They are okay.
*Journey or Aerosmith? Journey is good when you need to cry. Aerosmith is good when you either wanna trip, rock out or when cruising.
*Quiet Riot or Twisted Sister?: Both are okay to a certain extent.
*Death or Slayer?: Both are okay.
*Dope or Rob Zombie?: Zombie (although Dope is okay in small amounts...lol)
*Dio or Killswitch Engage?: Dio is better, but not really a fan of either
*Flyleaf of Evanescence?: Both are tolerable in small amounts.
*Papa Roach or Seether?: Seether is okay...I like a few songs.
*Mudvayne or Stone Sour?: Stone Sour. Mudvayne was better when the song Dig came out.
*System of a Down or Bullet For My Valentine?: System, however BFMV is tolerable.
*Hollywood Undead or TRUSTcompany?: Hollywood Undead is okay
*12 Stones or Godsmack?: Godsmack, "Voodoo" was awesome and 12 stones is just a male version of Evanescence. Although I am sure there is one song I can either tolerate or that I like, can't think right now.
*Darkest Hour or Bloodbath?: ....who is Bloodbath? I haven't heard anything by DH
*All That Remains or Shadows Fall? ....
*Is Dragonforce Overrated?: I don't know. Some of there stuff is okay I guess.
*Lostprophets or 10 Years?: I honestly don't know. 10 years I guess cause I do like a couple of their songs.
*Metallica or Alice Cooper?: I like both to a certain extent. I like Cooper's style better but Metallica music better.
*Nevermore or Anthrax?: Both are okay
*Megadeath or Guns and Roses?: Both are okay
*Avenged Sevenfold or Nine Inch Nails?: Nine Inch Nails. Almost everything before the Ghosts cd and only a few after.